I've been really emotional nowadays.
Just feel like crying suddenly.
Its really saddening with all those lies,
finding another lie to cover this and that lie,
and finding all sorts of excuses
just to escape from everything.
But the thing is, the more you hide,
the longer your tail would be shown.
There is really no point hiding the truth where everyone knows it.
Well, not everyone, just an example.
"Why?" I've been asking.
Is it well formed or is it the way it is.
Is it because of you?
Or because of another you and you
and just another you.
Who to blame? Its no one.
Just fate..
No such things as heng suey,
its just opportunity.
Who doesnt want opportunities?
Why not just tell me everything and I'll understand.
I'm really disappointed although its expected but didnt know
I would really still be so disappointed.
I thank god Baby was there for me.
He's the one who encourage me and
no matter what he's full of greatest encouragement.
Without him I guess I could just die.
I really thank god that another 2 sweetest people who
gave me their best advices and helping hand.
Without them I would have left with
zero hopes and millions of doubts.
I'm also glad Dar was there to hear me out.
Without her listening ear,
I think I could just drown into mud.
I wont blame anyone, its just one of these days.
Fairness, I should state.
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CCA fiesta was a success! Was damn busy helping out with J as he was IC, but hope that what I did really did help him. I thank the others who help out too. Be it performance or speech or anything, you guys were great.
For my performances, I am very satisfied with the results. Without J, which is my partner, things would never go smoothly. We practiced the whole of Sat and only that day. How rush it was due to our busy schedule but nevertheless it was worthwhile.
I could say nothing but really thank you to you :)
Although there are arguements and misunderstandings, but all these are put up as "lesson learned". May NPDS huat huat!
I shall stop my many many emo emo entry.
LOVE BABY!