Monday, April 27, 2009

Mask.

Start:


The more I hear and talk about it,
the more fucked up I feel.

I truly believe there's motive around me, around us,
and there's already a plan ahead for me.
Am I fooled inside here?

WTF.
I believe in the interest of fairness.

And I believe you are fake.
And its FUCKING fake.


End.

Friday, April 24, 2009

Emotional

I've been really emotional nowadays.
Just feel like crying suddenly.

Its really saddening with all those lies,
finding another lie to cover this and that lie,
and finding all sorts of excuses
just to escape from everything.
But the thing is, the more you hide,
the longer your tail would be shown.

There is really no point hiding the truth where everyone knows it.
Well, not everyone, just an example.

"Why?" I've been asking.
Is it well formed or is it the way it is.
Is it because of you?
Or because of another you and you
and just another you.
Who to blame? Its no one.
Just fate..

No such things as heng suey,
its just opportunity.
Who doesnt want opportunities?

Why not just tell me everything and I'll understand.
I'm really disappointed although its expected but didnt know
I would really still be so disappointed.

I thank god Baby was there for me.
He's the one who encourage me and
no matter what he's full of greatest encouragement.
Without him I guess I could just die.

I really thank god that another 2 sweetest people who
gave me their best advices and helping hand.
Without them I would have left with
zero hopes and millions of doubts.

I'm also glad Dar was there to hear me out.
Without her listening ear,
I think I could just drown into mud.

I wont blame anyone, its just one of these days.
Fairness, I should state.

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CCA fiesta was a success! Was damn busy helping out with J as he was IC, but hope that what I did really did help him. I thank the others who help out too. Be it performance or speech or anything, you guys were great.

For my performances, I am very satisfied with the results. Without J, which is my partner, things would never go smoothly. We practiced the whole of Sat and only that day. How rush it was due to our busy schedule but nevertheless it was worthwhile.

I could say nothing but really thank you to you :)

Although there are arguements and misunderstandings, but all these are put up as "lesson learned". May NPDS huat huat!






I shall stop my many many emo emo entry.

LOVE BABY!

Friday, April 17, 2009

ARGHHH!

My tummy! Pain for like years!

Its the fking diahorrea! It has been 3 days..... No matter what I eat, how light my diet is, I cant stop all these pain coming and attacking my bowels.

I know, its better than headache..... But fuck! Headache eat panadol can liao, then stomach pain go toilet shit will do right! Why is the damn pain there?

Sighh. Must be some harmful bacteria in my stomach.

:(

Jiu Ming ah.

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Dragonfly once again people...





It was a very last minute idea. J was sending me home that night and we suddenly feel like going club. Suggested Rebel but thinking it might be too last minute to call others. So, called Sue and TADAH...... we are at Dragonfly relaxing~

It was Zoe's bathday, and happy bathday!



With Ting and J :)





With Ting :D

More on Fb........

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Its my birthday!~ LOL its not. Its April babies! Its Choon Tat, Edna and Teacher Melvin! Happy happy happy birthday!



Ryan and Jolin :)



HEEHEE!

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CCA fiesta one 20th and 21st! Come support NPDS booth alrights! And of cos our performance! :)

Till then with more pictures and updates!

Miss you J!





So much more to say, but what can I do ?

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

A proper entry

Yes.... A proper entry this time round. Ever since facebook appear, I have been pretty lazy to load any pictures here. Still, i dont want my blog to be sooooo damn wu lu. LOL. I shall then add colours to it.

Back from my holiday at tokyo 1 week ago. I enjoyed my holiday to the fullest of cos! My mum had been the best mum and did everything for me and sis. Without her there is no me! hahahaha.

Well, she is afraid that I didnt enjoy my days there, but to me no matter what she did is always perfect to me. That's why I love her so much. My greatest mum, what could I ask for more :)

Will post Tokyo photos next entry :)

Some random photos ~

Went out with J today to AMK hub! Its been a long time since we catch a movie and its been a long time since we went out together. And to make ourselves feel better, we caught 2 movies!

Handsome suit - A very nice movie. We both like it.

Confession of a shopaholic - Is it spelt this way? I kinda like that movie but he doesnt. Its not a guy movie. LOL.

Wanted to take neoprints after movies but we totally forgotten. Our minds were only food, food, food....... So that explains my tummy and weight.

Anyway, I watched movie with Jay chou today also!



See see!



Just kidding. Disappointed? LOL. He self-claimed himself as Jay chou anyway.



Hahaha my er xin face with er xin guy beside me.









Us, while waiting for handsome suit to start :)

Realised he's always sleepy when he's out with me. His eyes tells it all. Cant help, I'm a boring person..... :(

LOL, its my phone's flash and its really bright. See the effects. I dont know how to adjust it.



Got killer.



Got ghost. Say I'm cute. HAHAHA~

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Some random photos.



All of us, in ward.. 35?



This is cute. :D



Me, Dar and Rad~



Me and Dar! After work and after shower. You have been missed by me!



With Yi Jia. I think its during AGM :)



Sihui, Margaret and Monica. HEH!



6th for T Chacha. YAY!





With my smelly partner. He's Harry and he's really smelly. See it rhymes!



Teacher Melvin! No teacher Sharon :(



NPDS!



With Ryan, Ally, CK and Harry



I dont know why but I love this pic :)



All the reds~



Woooo~



NPDS BBQ!





Cool man! Des's sunglass.





Us in tent! Spot me?



With Cheryl.



I like the background and my hair. hahahaha!





Dragonfly!!! Yes I love dragonfly :)



SUEANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN



JJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJ



Little emo emo.



With Sue and Stanley. He has long tongue.








With the manzzz



hahaha BIRD FACE!



A nice background~ heeheehee!





Group shot!





Couples :)

More on FB okay.. I didnt post exactly all the photos.. Too many. More photos and updates coming up!